14 Oct 2011 9.31pm

Was feeling very tired today. Back to A&E after 3 days at ICU. Im atcually feeling kinda good today. Ate too much just now. Stomach is kinda bloated now :DD I eat when i want to and whenever i want to :D Then i get fat and complain. Every girl is like that :DD And im super loving the smell of my hair now. I cant stop smelling my own hair :DD I strongly recommend this. The Johnson Baby Shampoo!! It makes my hair so smooth and my hair is falling a hell lot before. Especially after i wash my hair. The floor will be full of my hair after drying my hair. But after using it,i have less hair falling on the floor :)) And my hair smell oh-so-good :PP Why i use this shampoo when it is for babies? Well,it works so well on babies. Then why not on us? Besides,it makes your skin smooth and also smells good. I was at the Obstetric Ward for a month. And everyday,i bathe newborns. And everyday,i use Johnson's to bathe the babies. After 2 weeks,i realize my hand is getting smoother and not so dry. Using too much alchohol wash makes my hand dry :( So i've decided to buy a bottle and try it out. And tadaaaa~!! Its so much more better that all the previous shampoo's i used. Okay. Whatever. Conclusion is,im loving the smell of my hair now!! :DD

11.11.11 11.11pm

Today's date is special but nothing special about the day. Feeling so freaking betrayed and stupid. Maybe my feelings doesn't really matter to you. Whatever. This will be the last you'll see me smiling :) Others will be fake ones. So... Enjoy this last picture of me :P Chiao~

7 Oct 2011 10.55pm

And im back at Kuala Pilah again. A very long and tiring journey today =_= 3 more weeks then i wont be back here again. I miss my girlfriends already! Fon See Kei and Clare Yeoh. They are the ones listening to my complains,whinings and cryings or without saying or feel that im annoying. They are always there for me,lending me their shoulders whenever i need one. Love you two :) Took a lot of pictures with them. Its like the first time ever we take so many pictures and we had a great time! :) Time always pass so fast when im at Ipoh. I miss annoying my daddy and baby sister :( And i miss my lovey dovey mummy! :( And I burned my foot just now. Its a first degree burn. Pain like OMFG! >< Okay. Im extremely exhausted today. Short post today. Anyhow,I miss IPOH!! :(

6 Oct 2011 5.39am

Waking up in the middle of the night. Nightmares everynight. Feeling so terrified. Feeling so unsafe. Feeling so.. Alone. Who to talk to? No one but myself. I guess I've learned the ugly truth. The hard way. Avoiding is not a way. Been doing it for a long time and now its time for me to wake up and realize. I have to be strong. For myself and my love ones. Avoiding only piles up all the disappointments and heart breakings together. And when I finally realize that it's not a solution. It all hit me like a tsunami. It hurts so bad I feel like I could die. HAHA. Silly me. Don't even know what to think. Silly me.. Silly me!!!

3 Oct 2011 12.22am

Just finished watching The Smurf. I know. Im so outdated cause The Smurf is out so long ago. But i watch it only now. Got it from my roommate :) And to the friend who downloaded it for me. Im still getting it from you :D And im totally loving that movie. So ssmmuurrffllyy cute and i so ssmmuurrffllyy like it!! And the ending song is so so so nice. Download it right after watching the movie. Okay. Im going to watch ''Mr.Poppers penguin'' now. Chiao~

P/s : I smurf you :)

1.11.2011 10.49pm

1.11.2011

Its the start of a new month. I wonder what will happen in this month. What kind of new emotion or feeling will i get to feel. What kind of things i will see. What kind of mood i will be in. 2 and a half year ago. I was still 18 years old. Just a naive,full of curiosity and imature teenager wanting to try anything and everything. And now that i have,now that i have seen so many things and been through so many stuff,i think i maybe have grown up a little bit. Not much but its enough to say that i a big girl now. So many ups and downs. 2 and a half years pass by. Just one more semester before i finally graduate from Nilai UC and get my license to be a fully trained nurse. I always get so sad and depressed thinking about my sooner or later graduation. All the friends i met here. All the memories. All the loves i've received. Those are what i cant seem to leave behind. Graduation means a new start. Start my working life. New friends. New faces. New almost everything. I just have to accept it. Its life and i have to look forward instead of staying at a place cause its impossible for a moment to stay permanently. And i cant wait to show my parents my first pay check. My very first hands on working pay check. The face expression of theirs. I so want to see :) I am feeling kinda mushy mushy today :D So many things i want to say to some people. So many things i want to do with some people. So many memories i want to make with some people. Cause people change and fade. While memories will always be in my heart and never fade. Enough of mushy words. Lets get ready for NOVEMBER! Its a new month! Whooppiee~!!

(And regarding the picture that i uploaded for this post,its because i took it and my family picture is in it :) [P/s : I love you. Always have. Always will.])