Words left unsaid.

27 January 2012 1.08pm

2012-01-26T21:08:00.000-08:00

Reality check.

I seriously don't know what am i doing now.

Had a long conversation with dearest Uncle during CNY.

Discovered a lot of ugly truth.

Thought this year would be different. Maybe slightly happier.

But as we grow up,we will get to know a lot of things.

Things we wish we didn't know.

But we have to know.

And it hurts.

How am i suppose to act to all those things that happened and to all those things i got to know?

I don't know.

I guess i just need some time to think by myself.

Someone somewhere somehow left me hanging alone.

ILOVEDYOU.

Thats all i can say.

14 January 2012 11.06pm

2012-01-14T07:04:00.000-08:00

The song will do the talking.

14 Oct 2011 9.31pm

2011-11-14T05:29:00.000-08:00

Was feeling very tired today. Back to A&E after 3 days at ICU. Im atcually feeling kinda good today. Ate too much just now. Stomach is kinda bloated now :DD I eat when i want to and whenever i want to :D Then i get fat and complain. Every girl is like that :DD And im super loving the smell of my hair now. I cant stop smelling my own hair :DD I strongly recommend this. The Johnson Baby Shampoo!! It makes my hair so smooth and my hair is falling a hell lot before. Especially after i wash my hair. The floor will be full of my hair after drying my hair. But after using it,i have less hair falling on the floor :)) And my hair smell oh-so-good :PP Why i use this shampoo when it is for babies? Well,it works so well on babies. Then why not on us? Besides,it makes your skin smooth and also smells good. I was at the Obstetric Ward for a month. And everyday,i bathe newborns. And everyday,i use Johnson's to bathe the babies. After 2 weeks,i realize my hand is getting smoother and not so dry. Using too much alchohol wash makes my hand dry :( So i've decided to buy a bottle and try it out. And tadaaaa~!! Its so much more better that all the previous shampoo's i used. Okay. Whatever. Conclusion is,im loving the smell of my hair now!! :DD

11.11.11 11.11pm

2011-11-11T07:18:00.001-08:00

Today's date is special but nothing special about the day. Feeling so freaking betrayed and stupid. Maybe my feelings doesn't really matter to you. Whatever. This will be the last you'll see me smiling :) Others will be fake ones. So... Enjoy this last picture of me :P Chiao~

7 Oct 2011 10.55pm

2011-11-07T06:28:00.000-08:00

And im back at Kuala Pilah again. A very long and tiring journey today =_= 3 more weeks then i wont be back here again. I miss my girlfriends already! Fon See Kei and Clare Yeoh. They are the ones listening to my complains,whinings and cryings or without saying or feel that im annoying. They are always there for me,lending me their shoulders whenever i need one. Love you two :) Took a lot of pictures with them. Its like the first time ever we take so many pictures and we had a great time! :) Time always pass so fast when im at Ipoh. I miss annoying my daddy and baby sister :( And i miss my lovey dovey mummy! :( And I burned my foot just now. Its a first degree burn. Pain like OMFG! >< Okay. Im extremely exhausted today. Short post today. Anyhow,I miss IPOH!! :(

6 Oct 2011 5.39am

2011-11-05T14:51:00.001-07:00

Waking up in the middle of the night. Nightmares everynight. Feeling so terrified. Feeling so unsafe. Feeling so.. Alone. Who to talk to? No one but myself. I guess I've learned the ugly truth. The hard way. Avoiding is not a way. Been doing it for a long time and now its time for me to wake up and realize. I have to be strong. For myself and my love ones. Avoiding only piles up all the disappointments and heart breakings together. And when I finally realize that it's not a solution. It all hit me like a tsunami. It hurts so bad I feel like I could die. HAHA. Silly me. Don't even know what to think. Silly me.. Silly me!!!

3 Oct 2011 12.22am

2011-11-02T09:16:00.000-07:00

Just finished watching The Smurf. I know. Im so outdated cause The Smurf is out so long ago. But i watch it only now. Got it from my roommate :) And to the friend who downloaded it for me. Im still getting it from you :D And im totally loving that movie. So ssmmuurrffllyy cute and i so ssmmuurrffllyy like it!! And the ending song is so so so nice. Download it right after watching the movie. Okay. Im going to watch ''Mr.Poppers penguin'' now. Chiao~

P/s : I smurf you :)

1.11.2011 10.49pm

2011-11-01T07:30:00.000-07:00

1.11.2011

Its the start of a new month. I wonder what will happen in this month. What kind of new emotion or feeling will i get to feel. What kind of things i will see. What kind of mood i will be in. 2 and a half year ago. I was still 18 years old. Just a naive,full of curiosity and imature teenager wanting to try anything and everything. And now that i have,now that i have seen so many things and been through so many stuff,i think i maybe have grown up a little bit. Not much but its enough to say that i a big girl now. So many ups and downs. 2 and a half years pass by. Just one more semester before i finally graduate from Nilai UC and get my license to be a fully trained nurse. I always get so sad and depressed thinking about my sooner or later graduation. All the friends i met here. All the memories. All the loves i've received. Those are what i cant seem to leave behind. Graduation means a new start. Start my working life. New friends. New faces. New almost everything. I just have to accept it. Its life and i have to look forward instead of staying at a place cause its impossible for a moment to stay permanently. And i cant wait to show my parents my first pay check. My very first hands on working pay check. The face expression of theirs. I so want to see :) I am feeling kinda mushy mushy today :D So many things i want to say to some people. So many things i want to do with some people. So many memories i want to make with some people. Cause people change and fade. While memories will always be in my heart and never fade. Enough of mushy words. Lets get ready for NOVEMBER! Its a new month! Whooppiee~!!

(And regarding the picture that i uploaded for this post,its because i took it and my family picture is in it :) [P/s : I love you. Always have. Always will.])

31 Oct 2011 11.17pm

2011-10-31T07:20:00.000-07:00

Song for the night Chris Young - Tomorrow

I love Country music :)

One word to describe A&E(Accident and Emergency). Boring and BORING!! Nothing much to do other than watching the doctors chattering and walking around ordering us student nurses what to do. I notice some training doctors are so shy that when they ask me something or pass anything to me or ask me to help take anything,they dont even dare to look at me. How are they going to face and treat patients? O.o And i hate doctors that stand behind me and when i turn around,i'll get so suprised that there is someone behind me. They did it purposely cause i see him and his friends laughing afterward. Ugh! Hate it >< Some training doctors are quite good to us. Teaching us how to read doctors writing when we have no patients. For those who didnt know. Most of the doctors writing are like %!$@%^#&*@(!&!^@%$@#.. Cant understand at all. What they expect nurses to read!? Seriously la. And i hate walking around or back home from the hospital at night is that there is always some naughty guys or uncles bothering us. Saying "Nurse!! Sakit laaa" "Nurse!! Adoiiii!!" "Nurse!! Balik ke??". Stupidity. If i ever see them in the ward. I'll give them the real taste of real pain. MWAHAHAHAHAHA!! Okay. Enough of me rambling. Am just bored :D Back to work. Chiao~

31 Oct 2011 11.57am

2011-10-30T20:56:00.000-07:00

Another song im liking now. Hitz.fm played this song when i listened to the radio after like so long :D Should listen to the radio much more often now. Feeling so outdated. Have always been a Taylor Swift fan. Meaningful lyrics. Eventhough there is so many people who is anti-ing her. Saying she used guys to get her ideas for her songs. Whats wrong with that? Lol.

Anyway,its Halloween today. So Happy Halloween people! I will be spending my Halloween day in the A&E(Accident and Emergency). I've always loved Halloween. But dont get to celebrate it as there is not much people who celebrate Halloween in Malaysia. Even if there is,they go to clubs or organize events for it. And since im having clinical training far away from the city,i cant make it to join any events and i dont go to clubs. So,its a bummer :( I would really like to dress up for Halloween for once. Maybe as a pumpkin? Pumpkin is so ''chio~'' :DD

Whatever la. Haha.

And i've decided to post a 4 words status at my FB everyday. 4 words to represent what im feeling since no sentences can fully describe what i want to say. So 4 words a day it is. Try and guess what i am trying to say :D And today's 4 word is -->

Envy. Jealousy. Wanting. Impossible.

Today's mood: Annoyed by my tummy ache and feeling extremely lazy to go to work.

Chiao~

29 Oct 2011 5.42pm

2011-10-29T02:36:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNE WOOI!! ♥

Im bored and im missing my family. Its my baby sister's Joanne's bday today and i freaking MISSED it!! Im such a bad sister. I missed 2 of her birthdays already. She is growing up and getting older and i feel so old wactching her growing up and getting older. Okay. I am rambling again. And the worse of all. My mum is sick and im not there for her,beside her to take care of her! I feel so unfilial! I so wish im at Ipoh right now. Mum,please get well soon. And ask Joanne to translate what i wrote here for you. Dont keep all the good stuff for me. Eat it yourself okay!? This is an order. And baby sis,im sorry i cant be there for you. And again and again i promise i will make it up for you okay? Your present will arrive soon :) Its not a very expensive or whatever present. But i hope you'll like it. ILOVEYOU~ Okay. Im done with my post today.

Mood: Depressed and feeling so unfilial.

27 Oct 2011 2.57pm

2011-10-26T23:55:00.000-07:00

MY ARTWORK :P

Today in the ward. One word to describe - BORING!! I spend most of my time chatting away with Eunice and Nornaine. Practiced stump bandage since my friend Eunice is bad at it. For those who didnt know. Stump bandange is a bandage for people who did amputation. I have to admit,im pretty good at it :DDD Okay. Time for me to toss around the bed and take a nap. Chiao~

26 Oct 2011 9.33pm

2011-10-26T06:31:00.000-07:00

Pumped Up Kicks - Tyler Ward & Crew (Foster The People Cover)

This song is so nicely done!! Im addicted :DD

26 Oct 2011 7.17pm

2011-10-26T04:06:00.000-07:00

Somebody in Facebook told me i look like Tiffany from SNSD(the picture above is her). I was like WTH!? I know i have long face and big forehead but i am 100% original and i so do not look like her! A friend of mine say maybe its because of my hair. But do i seriously look like her? I doubt that. I'd rather look like Yuri from the same group. HAHA! I played around with the Korean look alike face generator.

Here's the url to anyone who wants to try it out :

http://pudding.kr/face/upload01.kth

Its says i look like im 16 years old.

-24% look like Yoona from SNSD.

-19% look like Tiffany from SNSD

-And the other 2 person who i dont recognize.

I was just too bored as im having a day off thanks to Deepavali. So i fooled around the net. HAHA. Try it out. It'll be fun. :D Anyway. I ate too much today. Im so becoming a pig soon >< Okay. Thats all for today. Chiao~

25 Oct 2011 3.36pm

2011-10-25T00:35:00.000-07:00

My face 2 months ago. Notice my forehead. There is so many pimples and pimple scars ><

But thanks to The Face Shop E'thym,my face is super ''chio~'' now :DD Its a newly released product. Very good for skins that are dry and with loadsa pimples. Like mine. Here's a picture of them above :) This product is super good. My pimples are gone. Now,i have to deal with all the scars :( Am very hardworking to apply the on my precious face everyday. Morning,afternoon and night. My skin is feeling superb now :D Okay. Enough with all my bullshits. Just finished some choco and im feeling really sleepy now. Time to take a nap :DD Chiao~

24 Oct 2011 11.46pm

2011-10-24T08:45:00.000-07:00

Im bored. So,im back to blogging. Right now,there is nothing much happening. But there is a lot of pimples happening on my darling face!! Changed a lot of facial wash and finally im down to faceshop's product. Will upload pictures soon. And also my header!! Its KAMENASHI KAZUYA <3 So chio that im cant stop looking at his pictures :DD Anyways. A short update from me today. Will be updating a lot now. Cause im BORED!! :DD Chiao~

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2011-08-08T02:32:00.000-07:00

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15 June 2011 2.11am

2011-06-14T11:11:00.000-07:00

I dont know what to blog about. My mind is blank and im just bored right now :D Anyways,im in Ipoh now. Having my semester break. Will be going around to relax before a new sem starts and i will be off to Kuala Pilah for my clinical practice. Im gaining weight as i ate so much just now :D Whatever. I dont know what im talking about. Update later. Ciao :)

23 MAY 2011

2011-05-22T10:46:00.000-07:00

Having a test later. And im here blogging. I wonder why do i even blog. I should write things down if i want to keep them as memories right? Well,i will copy down everything in a diary/journal soon. Maybe after finals. Oh yea. Im having 5 test,OSCE and finals this week and the following week! Imagine how stressful it is. Im so gona be a big panda! Oh.. Nevermind. I just want to get good results. Okay. Ciao. Merci people :)

Home 17 December 2010

2010-12-17T00:19:00.000-08:00

14th of December.
Did Tonsillectomy.
Got admitted around 7.30am.
Waiting for the Nurse to bring me to OT.
Was so nervous.
Got into the OT room around 8.30.
Once the doctor inject me with the GA.
I fell asleep in just 4 sec =D
When i woke up.
Gosh,i feel so dizzy and my throat hurts like hell.
Sleep in the recovery hall for around 1 hour.
Then i return to my ward.
The room i was at sucks ><
We requested for a new room at the new wing.
At around 8pm,we moved to new wing.
So much more comfy =)
Oh yea.
My two bestie SweeLee and SeeKei visited me =)
I cant talk though.
So sad =(
It started to hurt like hell during the night =(
Mum was there to accompany me for the night,
Thanks mum =)
Went back home the next day.
It cost us around 5k ><
So expennsive lerr.
Sorry mum and dad =(
I promise im gonna pay you back when i work.
Once im at home.
The conclusion is,i did nothing other than being a pig ><
I lost 4kg =)
My family say i lost so much weight that i look terrible now =(
My tummy has flatten =D
I wanna to recover asap.
It hurts so much =(
I keep dreaming of food i love =(
McD,KFC,Domino's and loads more.
I wanna eat all the good food!
Not only porridge,soup and bread.
I still need water to help me swallow the bread =(
Only by sleeping my throat doensnt hurts.
When i wake up...
Nahhh....
The pain comes back.
Ugh.
I just wanna recover asap!

Jessica Cornish "Sexy Silk" As Heard in "Easy A"

2010-12-01T04:44:00.000-08:00

Sexiest song ever other than Stripper - Soho Dolls.
Make me feel like pole dancing =D

THURSDAY, NOVEMBER 18, 2010

2010-11-27T08:28:00.003-08:00

Among so many gift that you gave me. The only gift i wont forget is this one gift without a shape called memory ♥

You.

2009-11-01T02:25:00.001-08:00

You're an ASS!!!!!

Happening.

2009-10-31T13:41:00.000-07:00

Its been ages since i update my blog.
Its 4.42a.m now.
But since im not sleepy yet,im gonna post a short post(so-called).
Life is good in Banting.
I'll learn to accept the fact that patients who is admitted has a high possibility to die.
Put aside those moments with those Clinical Instructor and those mean and crazy Staff nurses.
Rumours i heard about me back in Nilai is freakingly funny.
I had a memorable 1 month and 1 week there.
Thanks to my room-mates there and my friends there.
After my clinical training days,
Class is getting shortened.
Our time-table use to start from 8am and ends at 6.30pm.
But now.
I go to class at 8am and finish at 12.30pm.
After that,i've got nothing to do other than those friggin assignments and test coming up.
Its so boring!!!!
I cant handle boring.
I need something exciting in my life.
And luckily,i have such crazy and funny friends here.
Those drama's in my life.Love,Like,Friendship,Family and sisterhood in my life.
I started to go to the basketball court with Zee and Ah Reum.
Guess im closer to them now.
Going to Christian Fellowship gatherings,had 30 bites on both my legs and feet,Walking around the lake in the middle of the night.
I had so much fun.
And..
On 30th of Oct,
Ah Reum and Zee played under the rain.Then i ran under the heavy storm finding for Acai with Ah Reum,hiding from Jocey,getting scoled by Jocey and solved one of my problematic problems.
(Im so glad its solved.At least i dont have to cheat myself and give hope to myself anymore.Im happy with what i have and who i am now.I'll never forget the times we had together and what happened between us.Im sorry if i ever judged you.I dont mean to judge.Im just afraid.I also remember the first time you msg me and how we chatted up.Japanese conversation between us.Confessions,rejections,misunderstandings,jealousy and discussions.By the way,i hate your degree friends who judge me when they dont know a thing about me.)
Then on the 31th of Oct,
Went to giant at 3p.m.Going to DP in all the sudden for L4D after Giant.The go back to campus and took a shower than go out again with Ah Reum and Zee to the basketball court.Rushed to the security house fro taxi.Then going to DP again for L4D.Its almost 1a.m when we reach DP.Play for 3 hours and finally reached campus at 4a.m.LoL.
I love the ramdom-ness going on now.Doing things and going to places just like that without much thinking.
This helps relieve my stress.
Love the sound of those guns when i shot those zombies.LoL.
I wish someone else is also involved in whats happening in my life now.
But i think it will never be.
Eventhough we are never gonna be that way.
I'd want us to be good friends like i am with Zee,Jocey,Peik Yee and Ah Reum.
So,overall,i have so much fun right now.
(eventhough i cant go home due to those stupid assignments)
Im glad im here.
Im glad my life is so happening now.
Im having a blast!!!!!!!!
Weeeeee~~~~~~~~

Red.

2009-09-19T08:58:00.000-07:00

JooLeang is in love with red,strawberry and rasberry right now~

Home.Sweet.Home.

2009-09-19T07:50:00.000-07:00

Just wanna update my friends..
Im home!!!
After one week of funny yet tiring and frustrating week at clinical training,im finally home!!!
It will be a very long post if i write about what happen in the hospital.
But just for you information..
Clinical training location:Hospital Banting,Selangor
Room-mate:Wong peik Yee(My Bestie)
:Stephanie Wong(The tall one)
:Kim Ah Reum(The crazy one)
Time:8am-2pm
Clinical Instuctor:Miss Khoo
Im having quite an easy day on day 1 .A tough day on day 2.A frustrating day on day 3.Tired day on day 4.Angry day+happy on day 5.Laptop screen cracked on tuesday.><.No laptop for a few days.Ada broadband also no use.
And now..im home.
Photo's will be uploaded later.
Gonna go back next week Sunday.
Going Kedah tomorrow.
Gonna miss the Monday pasar malam.
Going out with friends on Thursday.
Oh yea.
Got a new phone today.
w980i.
^^

Tired and angry.

2009-09-04T10:20:00.000-07:00

Im late again today.
Friends waiting for me downstairs.
I lost my keys...again..
And i fell down in the toilet..again..
Yeah..
Again.
I wont deny that im blur and clumsy at times.
Its the way i am.
LoL.
Being proud pulak.
And..
We are going clinical posting next next week,
Confirm dy!!
Its not that i dont like going.
I like it a lot.
But....
All the lab practice time i missed will be a waste!!!!!!
At first we are divided to 2 group.
Im in the 2nd batch.
And the lecturer say let the 1st group to get the crosses for the procedures first.
So,im being considerate la.
Then now suddenlly say we all going together and.....
Test 2 for Behaviorial Science is next week and so is Test 1 Holistic Nursing!!!
And gonna have to hand in 2 assignment next week!!!
Which means..
Im gonna have to study for two subjects,finish two assignment and get at least 5 crosses for every procedures!!!!!!!
What the fuck!!!!
Im going insane!!
Going crazy!!
Brain gonna blow up!!
Not enough time to do all!!!
Please shot me.
*Bang*Gun shot.
*Bush*Fall on the ground.
*and...im dead..
And also.
I hate those 'M' idiotic people!!
So what if you are fasting??
You need to eat then we no need la??
Why must we let you do first??
Fuck the hell off la.
Im not that easy to be persuade and bully okay!!
*Blek*
Also..
The members in Integumentary assignment is not helping at all.
Accept those international students.
They are good.
Trying their best to give me the best.
Nice one.
Two thumbs up for both of you!!!
As for the others.
You know who you are.
Fyi,im damn angry with ya all!!*Hitting the table.
Please be more responsible in the task given!!
And..
Thank you.*Hands off the table.
Gonna have to burn the midnight oil these few days and next week.
Will be a panda by friday.
Look forward to it.*Thumbs up.
LoL.
Been at the lab trying to get some signatures all day.
Damn tired loh.
Angry+Frustrated+Disappointed+Tired=Madness!!
Thanks to vitagen.
My tiredness is reduced.
LoL.
Im addicted to vitagen lately.
HoHoHo.
Drank a lot lo seriously.
Like a few bottles everyday.
Like everyday!!
Im getting fat.
Gonna cut down my food intake.
Puasa.
LoL.
No breakfast,no lunch only dinner.
But junks is allowed.
LoL.
Went to night market today.
Bought Final Destination 4 and watched it.
Kinda nice but not as nice as Final.D 3
I feel like the story is too short.
Not much relationship between the characters.
Kinda dull.
But love it when someone is dead.
Cause i like the way they die.
HaHaHaHa.
Im a phsyco.
LoL.
Bought a lot of stuff.
Alomost miss the bus back to NUC.
My leg feels like its gonna break.
The conclusion is..
Im Tired.
The End.
LoL.
Gonna sleep later.
Very tired.
Waiting for the other stuff for assignment.
Will get it tomorrow.
Hopefully.
Thats all for today.
Nites.

.xoxo.

*Feeling crazy!!!!!!!

3/9/09 [average]

2009-09-03T05:07:00.000-07:00

I had a bad day today.
Exam is earlier then i thought.
But somehow,i manage to finish it nice and neat.
I think i can score in this paper(Behaviorial Science).
I think la.
Loads of luck is needed.
^^
But its still not my day.
Today is period day.
Suddenlly come and visit me.
Luckily i got put panty-liner.
Slept the during Ms.Shamini's class.
Period pain like hell.
Hate it when its the time of the month.
Ate a lot of chocolates.
Stomach hurts so much till i cant srudy.
Still got assignment to finish.
E is acting kinda odd.
Looking at me a lot.
Felt weird.
Got our hepatitis shot today.
It kinda hurts.
Not very much but still hurts.
Hate shots.
S look nice today.
With the half-formal shirt.
Like it.
I'll give you a thumb up today.
Like guys in formal.(winks)
Saw X post something in facebook.
Im not happy with it.
Not gonna go to night-market tomorrow.
2nd day.
It'll hurt like hell.
I mean my stomach.
Ergh~
Got our NSA shirt today.
Its red and pink in colour.
Its so friggin fugly!!!
I wonder how the guys are going to wear it.
It'll look so gay.
LoL.
Jocey bring me Bak Ku Teh just now.
It relieved my pain.
Thanks babe~
Freaking sleepy now.
Gonna sleep earlier and wake up earlier to finish my summary.
Need to correct some grammar mistake.
Till next time.
.xoxo.

*Thanks to Baby Jamie.Im even more confident dy!!Love you much baby!!!

Results.And.My Savior.

2009-09-02T09:29:00.002-07:00

I cant tell how dissapointed i am with my results and myself.
Eyes swolen like hell.
Cant even open my eyes properly.
Hate the feeling.
No mather how hard or how long i studied,
I just cant score the marks i wanted or expected.
Maybe my way of studying is wrong??
Or not??
Its so depressing that i have no motivation to study anymore.
But thanks to my dear sister Wooi Joo Theng,
I can know study with full of energy and strength to go on studying.
Thanks Sis!!
Im gonna score high marks for tomorrow's exam.
Okay.
Lets not talk about exam anymore.
Im gonna study like its my last day on earth.
Slept for a few hours dy.
Showered.
Refreshed.
And im ready to go.
Wish me Luck girls!!

.xoxo.

Assignments and exams.

2009-09-01T08:53:00.000-07:00

Okay.
I know the title sounds boring but im not atcually gonna just talk about assignments and exams.
You see,
Im having exam this thursday and next week thursday and gonna have to hand in my assignment next week also.
So,
You can imagine how busy am i gonna be??
Yeah..
I think you can.
Ok.
Enough with exams and all.
There is this girl which i really hate.
She's selfish,brags a lot,meanie,and she thinks she's the greatest in the world.
I cannot fucking 'tahan' her lo.
And im gonna have to share my 3 years in college witth her..
Puh~
Pathetic it is.
Ok.
Enough with her.
Here's some about me.
Im writting some stuff other than my family since 'somebody' complained about my blog being to boring.
im 18 going to be 19 soon.
Addicted to Gossip Girl now.
Loves sweets and ice-creams a lot.
Prefer junk and fast food than non-greasy food.
Anime and Manga fanatic.
Like those cute,unique,a bit vintage,classy and fashionable and floral but not too floral type of clothes.
Also..like all other girls..
I love bags and shoes!!
Learning how to make up now.
Im a slow learner.
Blur but not too blur.
Clumsy maybe??LoL.
And am a lazy girl^^
And....
Am single but not quite available.
Okay..
Talk about single.
There are some people in msn asking me what i like and want in a guy.
Okay.
Here it is.
First of all...
1)I like guys with charming smile.A must have!!
2)A bit aggressive.
3)Not undesisive!!!!(i hate undesisive guys)
4)Definitely not a coward.My definition of not a coward is that particular person must be brave guy and who is not afraid to do whatever he likes,who dares to express his feelings to me in public,and just do what he wants.
5)He must be someone who is cleverer than me(which is an easy thing since im not clever myself)
6)Must be a cutie and take care of himself but not too much.I dont wanna a guy who cares more about his looks and appearance more than me.
7)Must be older than me or same age but older in month.But not too old.1 or 2 years is perfect.
8)Have a great sense of humour.
9)Love me as i am.
10)Can make me feel protected.
I know im not that good myself..But i can dream about it right?So..here it is..LoL.
Hmm..
Enough with todays crap.
Im sleepy already.
Shall continue tomorrow..
If i remember that is..
So..
Till then.
.xoxo.

Tagged by baby sister~

2009-09-01T08:18:00.000-07:00

Tagged by Lil Sister Joanne Wooi

TEN THINGS I WANNA SAY TO TEN PEOPLE ....

Ten things i wish to say to ten people ( i wont say their names).

1)I love you so much.
2)I hate you!!!
3)I miss you.
4)Im HALF BROKE~
5)I wanna see you.
6)I cant believe it!!!!
7)You guys are my all.
8)Im fucking fat now!!!!!!
9)I have a bigger butt now.
10)Fuck off bitch!!

NINE THINGS ABOUT MYSELF:

1)im a fat ass.
2)I have normal height.
3)Im loving my family a lot.
4)Im a anime and manga fanatic.
5)Im gonna admit that i dont like being ignored and sometimes am a attention lover.I am a girl who is a bit of gila power!!HoHoHO.
6)I dont really like gassy drinks.
7) Im a very lazy person.
9)And last but not least..Im 19 but acts like a 15yr old^^

Eight ways to win my heart :

1)A bit like Domyoji Tsukasa in Hana Yori Dango.
2)Charming smile to melt my heart.
3)A backstabber.
4)A guy who will love me a bit shy but is brave to tell me 'i love you' in public.
5)Be straightforward.
6)Not a coward!!!
7)Be confident.
8)Desisive.

Seven things that cross my mind a lot :

1)How to cut down on my food intake.
2) How to stop myself from touching the computer.
3)What to wear tomorrow?
4) I'm a lil broke, how?
5)My family.
6)What am i gonna eat.
7)When is the ptptn guy coming la???

Six things I do before I go sleep :

1)Brush my teeth
2)Wash my face
3)Exercise.
4)Find the most comfortable position.
5)Hug my booster.
6)Close my eyes and sleep.

Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever) :

1)My Family.
2)Relatives.
3)Friends
4)People in need.
5)My pet Sniffy.

Two things you want to do before you die:

1)To make my parents happy and proud of me.
2)Make my sisters and i stick together.

ONE CONFESSION :

I LOve my family so much that i cant do anything for them.I love you guys!!!!

TAGGG(10 person)

-Anyone who is interested.

Back To Blogging~

2009-08-22T09:56:00.000-07:00

Its been so long since i blog.
Never manage to get any time to blog.
If i do have time..i'll just sleep as its too tired.
Everyday's been the same.
7 something wake up.
Rushing to prepare myself to class.
Im always late.
Dont know why..
Feeling guilty making my friends wait downstairs for me.
College life.
Exams..Assignment..Parties..Outing..and finally..sleeping..lol
Its been great having all the new stuff happening in my life.
New environment..new friends..new stuff to learn every single day..
Hate Anatomy&Physiology..
Too hard..Too many things to memorize..
Love lab practice..
Get to do all the different stuff.
Love birthdays..
Course we'll get to forget everything and just celebrate.
Hehe.
Love those outings,chatting,cooking,and out personal secret after class gatherings.
Its been such a rush every single day.
Everything happens so fast and when i realise..Its already one month and a half.
Mid Valley..Night Market..Eating out..And a lot more.
BUt..I still miss home..
Home is where i feel secure and warm..
Haih..
Spent a lot of money here.
Gonna have to 'ikat perut' dy..
............................................................
Dont know why..
Im feeling so emo-ish today..
Thinking a lot.
Exam next week.
And here i am..
Blogging..
Stupid me..
Gotta study later..After washing my clothes..
.............................................................
Now..
My life doesnt seem so bad already..
Its all coming into me..
Now i understand the meaning of..
"Life is just like a puzzle".
Okay..
Im gonna finish my crapping today.
Till next time..
-Out-

*Im sorry.Im not racist but i just cant accept you more than a friend.I dont wanna things to be awkward if we broke up.Im sorry..

Being sleepless and Random.

2009-07-26T14:32:00.000-07:00

Im not sleeping tonight.
Got loadsa homework and notes to do and read.
Puh~
Tired.
And..
Guess what..
I did something totally stupid and random just now.
After all those reading and writting,
I was trying to google about Vanessa Hudgen and Zac Efron's break up news.
But then,i thought..
Why dont i try google myself??
And so..
I did...
And guess what??
There's someone else with the name Lim JooLeang.
LoL.
And a few stuff about me.
The link to my blog,friendster and facebook.
And some other stuff.
LoL.
Stupid me.
Too tired til gone crazy.
But it wont hurt right??
Haha.
Try it yourself.
You'll find things you dont know or even find some other people with the same name as you have.
*winks*
Gonna take a shower later.
Its almost 6am now.
Having class later at 8am.
Gonna go out for breakfast with Jocelyn later.
Sayonara~

What's in my mind today and what happen today.

2009-07-16T02:21:00.000-07:00

Me and mummy.

Me and Xiao Hui
Me and Joanne
Me and JooYing
My bed and stuff at my part of the room.
Self-Loving me=DD

p/s:My family is always on my mind and they are on my mind everyday.Not much photo cause lazy to upload..Tired..Its the first week of class and there's homework and assignment already.Today's class is darn funny.Esp during the Anatomy and Physiology class.Everyone is like so intrested in the female and male reproductive organs.They are asking all those embarassing but funny question.I bet you wint wanna know what they ask.Some of the guys even blushed when there's a picture of a male's private part shown.LoL.And there's a movie-screening for the afternoon class.'Seven Pounds' starring Will Smith and others.Its very touching but because of the air-con is too cold dy we have to stop half-way.I wanna finish it atc.But almost everyone in the class wanna stop.So..haih..A few against 100++ other people is a sure lose one..Nevermind..Im excited for next week's class.I wanna learn more about Physiology and Holistic.I find these subject kinda amusing..Wanna go for Lab practice as soon as possible..But..Am not getting enough sleep cause of roomie's alarm ringing either in the middle of the night or early in the morning.Am not dare to say anythin.Kinda nervous.*faint*.Have to finish my homework for tomorrow eventhough am having medical check-up tomorrow.Just wanna do it.In case larh.Hees.Till next time.Chiao~

Angel's AND Demon Night.

2009-07-09T09:47:00.000-07:00

Orientation's Angel's Night.

Today is the performance night.
My group,Group 2,Golden Sky(sorry.its a bit lame),is performing a sketch title,Another Cinderella Story.
And the unlucky Cinderella...is me...
And my prince is a MALAY!!
But nevermind..
He's a funny guy.
And the only male in our group.
Pity him.
LoL.
But the script is changed a bit la.
Modern Cinderella.
LoL.
Got a video of it
One of the senior record de.
Hees.
Have fun feeling all nervous and hype up.
LoL.
Dance a bit with my group-mate to relax ourself backstage.
Kinda funny.
^^
Have so much fun knowing all the seniors and course-mate.
Esp everyone in group two,senior Fronia,senior Alice,Senior Honey all the other senior.
Thanks to all the senior who lent their shoes and dress to me.
Oh yea.
And also a mask.
Haha.
Get to know a lot of new friends.
The sad thing is most of them come from Malacca,Selangor,Setiawan,Sabah and lot more places.
Not much from ipoh.
Hmm..I think only 2.
T.T
But nevermind.
LoL.
Have fun this week.
But class starts next week.
And its like so packed and such long study time!!
8am till 5pm!!!
How an i going to survive this??
Gosh..
Dont be suprise if i post a new post with the title im dead.
LoL.
Wish me Luck.
I'll just have to be positive and hope so,that i can survive in this deadly time-table.
Haah.
Till next post.
Have to have my beuty sleep now.
Damn tired after being busy for two whole days.
Cant even eat properly.
Have to prepare myself for next week.
Wun be able to sleep till 3pm dy.
Hees.
Im a bad sleeper.
Keke.
Ciao~
Nighty Nites~

p/s:Pics coming soon.LoL.But not so soon la.Hees.

Short update about my 1st and 2nd week in College.

2009-07-06T07:34:00.000-07:00

Its boring.
Alone most of the time.
Cant online for the first week.
Cant sleep.
Sleep when its already morning.
Living on the top floor.
Lazy to go to the cafe for food.
Eat cup noodles most of the time.
Miss my family a lot.
Miss everyone in Ipoh a lot.
Wanna go home badly.
Receive some unpleasant news.
But i dont care about it anymore.
Got some photo's of my room.
Gonna upload it later.

Last Post before Leaving.

2009-06-28T08:44:00.000-07:00

Updating my blog before leaving.

Cause i dont think i can online at Nilai Uc.

So maybe cant update so much.

Gonna miss my family very much.

Sad that i cant hang out with friends before leaving.

Sobs.

Hope my life there will go well.

And also.

Wish me luck for PTPTN.

Hope i can really get it eventhough the guy there say im getting it for sure.

But still.

Wish me luck^^.

Will update if i can online.

Miss my family.Miss my friends.Miss everything in IPOH!!

xoxo

Grave of Fireflies

2009-06-24T00:48:00.000-07:00

This is one great movie~So touching and so so meaningfull.I even cried a few times.Makes me so much into my ambition.Which is to become a nurse~^^Try it.Darn nice..Its by Studio Gibli.Try it out~

Today~

2009-06-20T07:04:00.000-07:00

Gonna blog about today first.

Just cant wait to blog bout this.

Yesterday,the car my dad bought for me and Jooying arrived.

My sister woke me up cause im taking a nap after a tiring photoshot at Oscar today.

Its a Myvi.

Haah~

But its been a while since i drive..

So giving the job to JooYing.

When to Parade to watch Drag Me To Hell with JooYing,Joanne and SiaoHui.

Damn nice!!

So so so scary and exciting!!

Love it.

JooYing close her eyes most of the time.

I try to take her hand down but ended up with my hand trap by hers.

LoL.

Jaonne even screamed.

Haha.

Its scary.

But..so so nice.

Im a horror movie fans~

*peace*

Then went to animax to buy a Naruto key chain.

(im so in love with Naruto after re-watch it)

Thats when i saw all those cute miniature Naruto characters plushy!!

Omfg~

They are so so so cute.

I already have Rock Lee as a birthday gift from JooYing.

Didnt buy anything other than the key chain atc.

But ended up with a miniature Uzumaki Naruto.

Hees.

Damn happy although my wallet is so thin now.

Gonna collet all of them.

Next one will be Garaa.

Maybe as a birthday gift next year.

But maybe i'll buy it myself.

We'll see.

Hees.

Wanna buy the Studio Gibli Anime collection ge.

But...

Tak cukup money!!!

Sobs~

Nevermind.

Will buy it before i go to Nilai.

Then...

SiaoHui and Joanne bought magazines with Super Junior and Kim-Hyun-Jyung's stuff in it.

They are going crazy for them.

LoL.

When to Pakatan for dinner.

Spot a cute guy.

Haha.

Start to fat hau dy.

Then...

We got erm..

Sorta lost on our way back home.

Funny right.

LoL.

But find our way back after a few minutes and drivin into some random road.

Hehe.

Had so much fun today..

And i still got only 8 days to enjoy myself in ipoh with my family.

Ganna cherish every moment of it.

Thats all for now.

Pictures coming soon.

*out*

Hers's a picture of my babies~~. Adding Uzumaki Naruto into my soft toys collection.^^Look at how adorable it is..Hees~

8daysToGo~

2009-06-19T12:03:00.001-07:00

8 days to go.
Feeling sad and dont really wanna leave home now.
Gonna miss my parents and sisters a lot.
Especially you JoanneWooi.
Yeah..Its you!!
And so so gonna miss fooling around with Jooying.
Had fun at the photoshot yesterday^^
And special for SiaoHui.
Dont so emo lar..
Not pretty ge lor.
Dont think so much lar~~~
Gonna miss Mummy and Daddy.
A lot~
Yeah~
Im just a lil kid who acts like a brat sometimes and need my family very much.
I admit it.
They are the ones i think about the whole time.
And they are the ones i go back to.
Haih~
3 years and i will be back.
Lazy to update what happen lately.
So gonna update later.
Gonna upload pictures only.
Lazy to type so much.
Pictures will do the talkings.
*peace*
^^

*Jamie Babe..Missed you so much.My phone spoiled dy.Cant msg.This is to tell you i never forget bout you~~~Loads of loves from me^^

Tak Cukup Masa!!

2009-06-16T04:02:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not blogging for so long.

So much to do and watch...

But so little time.

Gonna update everything that happen when got chance..

Stay Tuned~

June 09,2009

2009-06-09T06:27:00.000-07:00

Beem busy since my sis came back.
So,didnt update anything.
But loadsa stuff to blog about.
Trip with family,going there and here.
Dad drove us around Perak.
LoL.
Have loadsa fun~
So..
Stay Tuned~
^^

Updated~

2009-06-04T09:11:00.000-07:00

23 days left~
Big sister coming back tomorrow!!!
^^
Excited giler!!
Stayed at home alone all day.
Damn scared got anyone break into my house.
Like what happen a few days ago.
Killed three people.
Pity them.
And also very scary.
I put a stick beside me the whole day.
Haha.
Today,mummy's damn happy.
Smile till eyes also sepet dy.
Haha.
She bought the land next to the temple.
WIth just Rm100000.
Lucky her.
She always wanted expand the temple.
Now she's going to do it.
I think by next year.
The renovation will be done.
Anyway,im glad shes happy.
Oh yeah~
Im so gonna gain weight.
Ate a lot today.
Darn full~
LoL.
That all for today.
Not much happening.
Thats all.
TTYN~

24 days left~

2009-06-03T08:58:00.000-07:00

Hmm..

24 days to go.

Im very excited at first.

But today..

I suddenly dont feel like goin anymore~

Im sure i'll miss my baby sister Joanne when im there.

And i'll miss XiaoHui nagging me.

Will miss my mum fooling around and my dad singing that old safari song too.

My parents are darn funny at times.

LoL.

But still..

I wanna go.

At the same time,i dont feel like going.

*sigh*

I'll just have to wait till im at Nilai then i'll get myself used to that place.

Its not like the world is going to end~

I still want to go out and learn new things.

So..

Wish me luck~

*finger cross*

Ah ya..My onee-chan is coming back in tomorrow!!

Hees~

Updated~

2009-06-02T04:13:00.001-07:00

Hahahaha~

Have so much fun bullying the stupid,lazy,rude maid yesterday.

I asked her to vacumm the floor,then i say its not clean enough so i ask her to sweep the floor.

Then after she mop the floor,once again i say its not clean enough and ask her to mop the whole house again.

Then i ask her to clean my pet rabbit's cage which is full with my rabbits shits.

Hahaha.

Then i asked her clean all the cupboards in the house and polish all the windows again.

Evil me.

Bwahahahaha~

26days left~

I love my evil laugh.

LoL.

Eat so much but do so little?

Think she can get away with it?

No way she's gonna get away with it.

Haha~

Hmm...

I think im being too evil now.

LoL.

Whatever.

My mum praised me for helping her revenge..so..who cares??

Haha.

Okaay~

I went to Jusco with my two little sis and mummy for movie today.

Watch Monster Vs Aliens.

Darn funny~

But my mum just sleep from the beginning of the movie till the end of it.

I wonder how can she sleep so soundly under such a noisy place..

Hmm..

Anyhow~

Have fun today.

Saw Joeger and chatted a while.

He ar...didnt change much.

Still the same old shorty Joeger~

LoL.

Bought 'The Mist' today~

Saw the trailer on youtube and wanted to watch it.

And now i've finished it.

Its a very nice thriller/horror movie.

Its based from a novel by Stephen King.

But..i dont like the ending..

Very sad and depressing..

But still..its a super dupper darn exciting movie.

Like im riding a super long roller coaster.

The movie took me 2 hours.

But so darn worth it.

Wanna watch Drag Me To Hell.

Saw the trailer.

Friggin exciting.

LoL.

Im a big horror/thriller movie fans~

*peace*

My big sister is coming back from Sabah in 3 friggin days!!

Damn excited to meet her again..

Hope her flight wont get delayed again like last time.

*finger cross*

Gonna sleep early today.

Very tired.

Slept at 4am and woke up at 6.30 then sleep again and finally my sis wake me up at 10.30 to go to Jusco.

Luckily i dont have to go to the camp with them.

25days left~

Time to let go~

2009-06-01T07:19:00.000-07:00

Is it the time???

yeah~

Its time.

Stupid Maid~

2009-06-01T00:21:00.000-07:00

Ish~

Damn angry today.

Just wake my mum straight scold us without reason~

Okay~

Maybe there is a reason.

I wake up at 1pm today~

LoL.

Piggy me.:p

Whatever it is.

That stupid maid ate almost everything my mum cook for lunch and just left a little bit for us.

Then my mum got angry and scold us since she dont wanna scold her cause scared she'll say my mum bully her.

Swt.

That maid ar..

Ask her do this she go and do that.

Ask her clean this she didnt.

She purposely dont wanna do it or what?

Whatever it is..

This is one lazy,greedy,rude maid~

Gonna bully her later.

*eveil grin*

Wait till i tell you how i bully her~

Stay tuned~

......

*thinking*

Ugh~

Stupid maid~

2nd post of the day~

2009-05-31T07:03:00.000-07:00

Wooi Joo Ying!!

Hurry up and get your ass back here in ipoh!!

LoL.

Waiting for you to come bcak~

Cant wait to hang out with you again~

Waiting for your anime's^^

lala~

Got so much to tell you~

Missed you.

So,hurry up and come back~

an OK day~

2009-05-30T23:40:00.000-07:00

Waiting for Rosy Business episode 21-25..

Its coming out tommorow~~

~~~~yay~~~~

Im feeling kinda happy today~

Got in touch with my old friend Wong Yuen Kei again.

Happy happy^^

She's been a friend of mine since primary school~

Have some nice momories together as a kid~

Will never forget those times.

Oh ya..

27 Days left to college~

Gonna meet Syarm and Sinpui soon~

My 18th Birthday~26.2

2009-05-30T00:20:00.000-07:00

I was playing Barn Buddy in Facebook when i suddenly recalled the moments in the cafe where i celebrated my 18th birthday~It was a very memorable birthday and also a very special one.My family and friends in ipoh is not there.So,the feeling is very different.On our Birhday Eve,CY,KC,SP,Strawberry and a few other friends said they sing Birthday song out loud for us beside our bilik rehat.Too bad we are asleep and didnt hear that.They asked us to wait there.Luckily they didnt get caught by the trainers.lol.But we never thought that they will atcually do it.Lucky Jia Chyi and Yuet Yee heard it and say they really sing it out really loud as they are a group of them there.haha.funny.And so..On our birthday night,Cy they all asked us to come out earlier to the cafe where we hang out every night without telling us why.When we reach there,no one's there.And so,we waited for the so-called suprise.Then Chen Yoong,Khai Chien,Ah Loon,Hong Keat,Chin Hui,Sin pui,Strawberry,Ah Looi and a few more friends suprised me,jia chyi(our birthday falls on the same day) and yuet yee whose birthday is on the 28th of February with 3 plates of swiss rolls with our names made from crush candies.Rocky sticks as candle.Funny yet suprisingly cute.I got a crytal plate from KC,a very cte doggy key chain from CY and a very very cute stuff bear from my BabyJamie.I never thought that they will do all this for us especially Sinpui,strawberry and the others cause at that time,we are not very close yet.Im so touched and happy.They all sang Birthday song for us and we all eat the swiss roll together.No one except Khai Chien dare to eat the crush candies.Chen Yoong said they wrap the candies in a plastic and hit in hard on the ground.Lol.Funny~But..i will never ever forget everything that happened that night.Thank you my friends.Its was a sad day as my family is not there but you guys really make me forget the sad part and make it a very special day indeed.Thanks a zillion~

Tagged..again~

2009-05-29T23:58:00.000-07:00

Starting time:3.02pm

Name:Wooi Joo Leang

Sisters:yup.2 older sis,2 younger sis~^^

Height:secret~shush~

Where do you live: ipoh

Favourite drink:lemon tea~

Favourite breakfast:mom's cooking~

HAVE YOU?

Fallen asleep in school: yeah,every single school day~lol

Broken someone's heart:yeah..and im sorry~

Fell off your chair:yeah~my sis pulled my chair~

Sat by all night waiting someone to call:nope~

What is you room like:its a master bedroom.sharing it with my mum and my 2 younger sis~

What's right beside you:my phone~

What's the last thing you ate:chicken rice.

Ever had chicken pox:yeah~

Sore throat:now?nope~

Stiches:yup~

Broken nose:nope~

Do you believe in love at first sight:no~not really~

Like picnics:yeah~its fun and relaxing~

Who was the last person you dances with:mummy~

Last made you smile:someone~

You last yelled at:joanne~

Talk to someone you like:maybe~

Kissed anyone: yup~

Get sick:yup~

Talk to an ex?:yup~

Miss someone?:YES !!and its my baby jamie~

Do you sleep with stuffed animals:yeap~cant sleep without them~

What's under you bed:matresses~

Who do you really hate:i hate it when my parents quarrel.

Is there a person on your mind right now:yeah~

Do you have siblings: yeah~

Do you want children: maybe~not now.

Do you smile often:i dont know~ask my family and friends~

Do you like your handwriting:ok lor~

Are your toenails painted:nope~

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in:my dad's.

What color shirt are you wearing now:apple green~

What were you doing at 7 pm yesterday:onlining~

I can't wait to: hang out with jooying when she come back!

When did you cry last?:laz thursday~

Are you a friendly person:yeah~u can say so~

Do you have any pets:yeah,a rabbit.

Where is the person you have feelings for right now?:i dont know~

Did the last person who held your hand mean anything to you:she's my sis.lol

Do you sleep with the TV on:nope~too noisy~

What are you doing now: erm~u guess?

Can you handle the truth: depends~

Are you closer to mother or father:both~

how many people can you say that you really loved:erm~a lot~

Do you eat healthily:nope~hees~i enjoy fast foods and snacks~

Have you ever cried about something someone said to you:yeah~

How often do you go to church: i'm buddhist.so,i dont go to church..

If you're having a bad day,who are you likely go to:jamie,jooying,joanne,sinpui..

Are you loud or quiet most of the time:quiet and loud~

Are you confident:erm..no?er..yes?aiyar..i dont know~

PEOPLE I TAG

*jamie

*yuet yee

*yu heng

*xiao hui

*jooying

Tagged by my babbey sis~

2009-05-29T23:40:00.000-07:00

1. Besides your lips, which is the favourite spot to get kissed?
forehead~

2. How did you feel when you wake up this morning?
lazy~

3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
my babbey sis~
4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
erm..maybe a little bit~hees

5. Will you ever donate blood?
sure~

6. Have you ever had a best friend who is the opposite sex?

yea~

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
erm..maybe yes,maybe no~

.8. What does your last text message say?
dun so late lo.sopoh.then i slp lo.nitez.muakx!

9. What are you thinking right now?
erm...dunno wor~

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
yeahh.badly

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
4.30am

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?

Is Its a camp tee~

13.someone on your mind right now?
yes ~

14.who was the last person who text you?
someone~

Ten Lucky Person to do this quiz:

1.jamie
2. yuet yee

3.sin pui
4. joanne
5.siao hui

6. yu heng
7. seekei
8.clare
9.xiao hui
10.jooying

15. Who is No. 2 having relationship with?
erm..now?no one i guess.
16. Is No.3 a male or female?
male~

17. If No.7 and No. 1 get together, would it be good?
hell no~

18. What is No. 1 studying about?

studying about?whats dis?

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
erm~yesterday..

20. Is No. 4 single?
yeahh.

21. Say something about No. 2?
she's a very caring and kind girl.and also a family girl~

22. What do you think about No. 3 and No. 6 being together?
lol.they dont even know each other~if they do,i will be funny~no 6 is older~

23. Describe No. 9
my sista~pretty petty but a caring one~

24. What will you do if No. 6 and No. 7 fight?
erm~it will never happen~

25. Do you like No. 8?
yeah~we are at the okay level~

2009-05-28T12:40:00.000-07:00

Nothing to blog today.

Its 3.45a.m.

Sleeping late at night again.

Gonna wash my face and try to sleep.

Nitty nites^^

Its 5.34am.

2009-05-27T14:10:00.000-07:00

What time is it?

Its 5.34am in the morning.

And im still wide awake.

=.=''

Cant sleep so i watched Rosy Business.(Hong Kong drama)

Its addicting and exciting.

Cant stop watching.

Lol.

But,i stop at last..

Mum gonna wake up soon.

Dont wanna get caught.

She'll nag again.

Lol.

Yesterday,once again that one msg gave me back my hope.

Gosh~

Cant believe i fall for it again.

Stupid idiot me.

But this will be my last.

Im sure!!

Maybe im sure~

Heehee.

Cant blame me.

I have a very soft heart.

Lol.

So lame,praising myself..

Just now,

I suddenly missed my dad.

Didnt really talk to him lately.

A few misunderstandings.

Hate it when he simply blame and scold us.

But...

Just now i wanna hug him so much.

Maybe its because of the drama.

Make me so emotional that i cried.

Feel like wanna hug and look properly at my dad.

Realize how much i loved him.

Hope my family will live a healthy,happy life.

xoxo

p/s:im missing someone badly.wanna bite that someone so badly!!shyt,what have i gotten myself into??im so dead.

I've given up.

2009-05-26T12:37:00.000-07:00

I've given uP.

Waited for so long.

Not gonna wait anymore.

I feel distureb.

Sad.

Im over it.

2009-05-26T08:34:00.000-07:00

IM OVER IT!!

Not gonna think bout it anymore.

I guess this is the best for both of us.

But deep inside me,i think its still there.

p/s:I have stop thinking and hoping for it.Im not gonna make myself deppressed and sad just because of this.^^

Im not asleep yet=((

2009-05-25T12:51:00.000-07:00

What time is it?

Almost 4.ooam.

Shyt!!

And im not sleepin yet.

Bored,confused and dissapointed.

Why?

I myself dont know.

There is so many things in my mind now.

Very depressing.

Hate this feeling.(knock me out)

Forget it.

Whatever be,will be.

Its not me to say.

*Sigh*

I'll try to sleep later.

Wish me luck..

Nites.

Should i or shouldnt i?

2009-05-24T10:18:00.000-07:00

Blur.

Confused.

Cant sleep.

Thinking too much.

Kinda depressed.

No mood.

Kinda sad.

Moody.

What happening to me?

Should i or shouldnt i?

What am i thinking?

What time is it?

Oh...

Its 1.21 am.

Am here i am....

Still onlining.

Blogging.

Bloody hell!!

What in my mind now?

I dont know.

Haih.

I think i should stop thinking bout it.

Yea.

Thats right.

I guess its 'I should' after all..

Tired and annoyed.

2009-05-24T06:45:00.000-07:00

Im very tired today.

Eyes damn bengkak.

Slept at 3 something yesterday.yea.3 something..again.

Cant sleep at night.

Have to force myself to sleep every night.

Sobs.

There's a guy who is my bff's friend keep sms me.

Im tired and dang lazy to reply la.

Im not in the mood to know anyone now.

Better dont make me angry..

You wont wanna be around me when i become a monster.

Lol.

Im missing a lot of people.

Waiting for my sister to come back.

Then i'll not be so bored.

With her around,im never bored.

Teehee.

Countdowning to her comeback and college.

Fuh~

Been thinking a lot lately.

Should i forget about it or keep hoping for something to happen?

I dont think i should.

I'll feel guilty.

Yea.guilty.

Bah~!!

Forget about it.

Concentrate in my preparation for college better.

xoxo

An outing with friends.

2009-05-23T08:44:00.000-07:00

Went out with Sweelee and Suling today.

Seekei and Clare cant join us earlier.

They are busy.

Sobs.

I reach jusco at 12 stg like that

Waited for Sweelee for almost 5-7 minutes.

And guess what,

She's driving to jj!!

Im so happy for her.

Stupid me.

Then walked around for about 30 minutes and buy movie tickets.

Then Suling join us.

Happy happy.

Then we cant decide what to eat so went to foodcourt.

Its kinda funny.

We mixed my unfinished potato salad and Suling's rice and make it like a bra and underwear.

Lol.

Too bad..

Seekei And Clare is not there.

But nevermind.

Watched Angels And Demon today.

Not very nice.

Very The Da Vinci Code.

Lol.

But i try to 'menghayati' the movie.

Its hard but ok lor.

If anyone ask me whether the movie nice anot,i'll just answer 'Not recommended'

The storyline is kinda confusing.

But at least i understand~

LoL.

Sweelee even got up and go out cause its too boring.

Lol.

Its fun and im happy to meet them again.

Hope i can meet them again before i go for college.

Dont reali wanna go back today.

Haih.

Daddy gone mad again.

Simply scold us.

Everyone kena.

He's damn angry that i go out even after he said no.

But mum let.

She promised me.

Love you mummy.

Hope daddy can change his very bad temper attitude.

Too bad i inherited his bad temper attitude.

But at least i can control.

Hees.

Ma 2nd sis got back from KL!!

Happy happy!!

She'll be going back next monday.

Love her dearly.

Muacks.

Thats all for now.

Wanna watch anime now.

S.H.E The Ultimate Weapon.

Sis brought it back and so,i can watch it again.

Its a very romantic anime.

I strongly 'Recommend it"

TTYN.

xoxo

Daddy.

2009-05-22T06:15:00.000-07:00

Dear daddy,

Im not a kid anymore.

you gotta let me go sometimes.

Im not your prisoner.

Its just an outing with friends.

Not anything bad..

Please trust me like i trust you.

Its frustrating when you make me feel like im in jail more than home.

Daddy,

I know you love me.

I love you too.

But,

You gotta know something,

Im not a kid anymore.

Im 18++.

Please have a little faith in me.

Same goes to my mummy.

At least trust your daughter.

Im not the same old childish and reckless kid i use to be anymore.

LOve you.

xoxo

2009-05-19T23:43:00.000-07:00

Im loving this song.

By Kate Voegele-99 Times.

This song is on One Tree Hill.

Very very nice.

Kinda catchy..

Try to listen to it.

The link:http://www.imeem.com/people/IoVaFrx/video/YxsPxr3m/gcl78-kate-voegele-99-times-lyrics-music-video/

So, you see

You've got me back again for more

And it seems

Your song is in my head

This is war

Mystery; how I could feel you breathe me

I was sure you would keep

Every promise; you would keep

Every word

Well,

I try to put your stories in line

But nothing adds up right

For every 99 times

You looked me in the eye,

You looked me in the eye

And swore you weren't lying

Well, I was so blind

I never saw the signs

I'm getting out tonight

And you're not invited

Its a shame

That you left me hanging like you did

It was brave

But it was much more foolish

Don't you think?

Cause you know

I wont be satisfied

Until you realize

For every 99 times

You looked me in the eye,

You looked me in the eye

And swore you weren't lying

Well, I was so blind

I never saw the signs

I'm getting out tonight

And you're not invited

These things are oh, all so typical

These things are unforgivable

I'm gone and you're invisible now

Don't let me catch you followin'

Don't ask, cause I'm not offering

You've caused enough of my suffering,oh

For every 99 times

You looked me in the eye,

You looked me in the eye

And swore you weren't lying

Well, I was so blind

I never saw the signs

I'm getting out tonight

For every 99 times

You looked me in the eye,

You looked me in the eye

And swore you weren't lying

Well, I was so blind

I never saw the signs

I'm getting out tonight

And you're not invited

bored.

2009-05-19T01:44:00.000-07:00

nothing to do.

im feeling very weird.

very very weird..

why?

i dont know.

waiting for his msg every night.

reading them again and again.

what happen to me?

shit!!

wanna see my babyjamie so much right now!!

swt..

im going insane!!

Hubby!!!

2009-05-15T02:42:00.000-07:00

This post is specially for my babyJamie who is my hubby,my bff,my sista!!

One of the important people in my life..

My life would suck without her..

My msn got prob lately.

Phone over-bill.

Missed her so much!!

Din get to talk to her much..

But hubby!!

You are always in my heart!!

Will never ever forget you!!

Our friendship will never ever end!!

Love you loads baby!!

xoxo

p.s.My life is a lot more happier,meaningfull and calm with you guys in my life..jamie,yeutyee,jiachyi,sinpui,chenyoong,khaichien,Mr.Kok..thanks a zillion!!

Busy,Sad,Guilty days.

2009-05-11T22:27:00.000-07:00

First..

I wanna wish my momma Happy Belated Mothers Day!!

Im too busy to blog about it.

But my Mother's Day celebration is cancelled.

Somebody makes my mum ignore me for 1 and a half days.

Its 9-10 of May 2009.

Sobs.

Sad and angry and dissapointed.

How could my mum be angry with me cause of him?

But i understand dy.

Its not that i don't wanna tell.

Im just not brave enough to tell.

And im sorry it makes you guys feel ignored.

But,whatever happens..Family first!!

And now me n and my mum is talking again.

Hees.

Then ..

Broke up with him on the 11th of May 2009.

Its middle of the night.

Almost 2a.m dy.

Its my fault atcually.

Im afraid and don't know how to face him.

Cant forget it.

Falling out of love is so sad and hard.

Feel so guilty as he's damn sad and crushed.

But i can't keep on dragging the problem and not let go.

He deserved a better girl.

Not me.

Im a bad bad bad bad girlfrend.

But i feel relieved..

So so so so relieved.

Feel like a heavy burden is taken away from my shoulder.

phew~~~~~

Im just happy to be single again.

But i dont know how long i will be..

Lol.

After solving the problem we had..

I chatted a while and got to bed around 3stg..

I think..

Woke up feeling guilty and so so down..

Go to Xi Zhu(the temple) with dad.

Told my mum what happen yesterday with my finger crosssing(;p)..and luckily my mum is calm and din say anything about my decision..of breaking up..

Then we chatted about dads temper..

Lol.

And fetch my lil sis to school..

Ate lunch with mum..

Got in the car and when we are thinkin where we should go next cause my 4th sis finish her school at 1.50pm,my dad call mum..

The next thing i know is we are on the way to penang..

Grandma is so ill that she dont even recognise some of us anymore.

sobs.

But shes ok now.

her memory is recovering.

But my uncle's and aunties argued yesterday.

Bout taking care of my grandma.
Dont wanna talk about it here.

But they are so old-fashion.

Gosh..

its 2009 now!!!

Not 1009!!!

Got back home at 12something.

Lil sis got exam tomorrow.

So im wishing them best of luck!!

p.s:New life..single and not quite available..Sorry..But you are just not my cup if tea..Waiting for my prince charming to fetch me with his white horse.Lol.Im such a kid..

Sharing my sweet Moments.

2009-05-04T05:34:00.000-07:00

To:

MyBig SisterWooiJooYing,

MyBabyJamie the one i love and cherished,

MyDarlingYuetYee the caring one,

MyStupidOldman+Ah pak+Dun WongSinPui,the one i adore,

MyBabeSeekei,SweeLee,SuLing,JiaChyi,

MyDearFriendsChenYo0ng,KhaiChien,Mr.Kok,

You guys are always there for me.

Have the sudden urge to thank you guys.

Love you guys loads.

You guys will stay forever in my heart.

The one i share the sweet,happy,sad or whatever in my life.

Thanks a zillion!!

.xoxo.

From:

JooLeang

p/s:Its you im always thinking of.Not him.Not her.Its you i want to hug so tightly.Miss you heaps.Hugs..Muacks.

Lame-ness:[

2009-04-29T02:43:00.000-07:00

I feel weird.
I always think too much.

Why?
My heart aches.

So much.
I really wish I have Alzheimer's disease so, I can very easily forget things.

Im worried and at the same time,afraid.

Syht!!

Im so lame!!

Somebody help me!!!!!

Damn dissapointed:[

2009-04-29T00:31:00.000-07:00

Damn!!

It turn out that that STUPID WONG SIN PUI is not going Nilai UC.

He's going Inti UC.

Stupid la he.

Ask him call the num i gave ge la.

Yau dun wan listen.

See now..

Haih.

All the happy toughts of meeting each other everyday gone.

Just like that.

All the 'yum cha' session gone.

Sobs.

Speechless.

Damn sad & dissapointed.

Suen la.

Still can meet ge.

But harder lo.

Haih.

10-15 minutes of walking.

But,be positive.

Our friendship is strong.

Wish us luck*winks*

Thanks to my dear sis&sayonara Sinpui!!

2009-04-28T06:55:00.000-07:00

To the crazy,silly,childish all the time,anime&manga fan,lazy,funny,kinda retarted bt a genious, and lastly caring sis,Wooi Joo Ying,
I dont feel like killing myself dy.
Scolded by my mum today.
Never tought she will say such mean words.
Dont wanna say it out here.
Just wanna posting this cause she wanted me to.
So,here it is.
lol.
And to Sinpui,

The ah pak+oldman+stu+dun retard,
Sad that you are going to Nilai tomorrow,
Good Luck.
I'll be joining you after two months.
Wait for me la.
Wont die ge la.

2 months jek.

Wait ha la.

Miss you;p
Thats all.
-The End-

Random self-loving Me.

2009-04-26T03:45:00.000-07:00

Cant sleep.What to do?hehe.

Too boring.lol

Bored;p

Yesterday Night.

2009-04-25T23:55:00.000-07:00

Thanks to Sinpui,

I feel so much better now.

Feeling super dupper hyper excited for college now!!

Oh my gosh!

Why time go so slow!!

Wishing i have doraemon's pocket.

teehee..

July intake.

2009-04-25T06:26:00.000-07:00

Going Nilai international College this july.
Starting a new like.
Luckily Sinpui's goin Nilai too.
Glad that at least im not gonna be alone there.
Happy that im free at last!
College life!
Im so excited bout it!
Gonna get out from this jail.
And her..(only i know who is she)
Here i come!!
Wishing for my babyjamie to got into Taylor's.
^^

Feeling so...blank

2009-04-25T05:39:00.000-07:00

I noe im responsible for your lost.

But..

Am i cheaper than a fucking mp3?

I worth less than that?

Our sisterhood worth less than that?

...........

Im speechless.

So speecless that i feel so blank in all the sudden.

Your words broke my heart into pieces.

You stab my heart with your words over and over again.

So hurt that i dont feel like living anymore at the moment.

I can always buy another one for you.

But the damage you made in my heart can never be healed.

Never.

I deserve a second chance.

You are no different with the others.

Backstabbing me.

Worst..

You are my family.

So-called sister now.

You hate me?

I'll let you be.

I'll let you be....

You hurted me again and again with your words.

I dont really take it seriously.

But the words today..

Is gonna stay forever.

The damage you make is bad enough to leave a scar in my life.

I'll leave you if you want me to.

Gonna leave in two months.

Not gonna disturb you anymore.

I'll never..never disturb you anymore.

its kinda sad :[

2009-04-21T01:05:00.000-07:00

Cant blame her.

But its kinda sad.

Seeing you flying away further and further.

Maybe its because of our lack of communication or im just not your level.

Sad but it might be the truth.

Am not angry cause,

She's everything im not.

Wont angry if its her.

At least she's much more better than me.

In almost everything that is.

She can take care of you better than i did.

Sad but cant do anything about it.

You're not mine anyway.

Maybe im just another good friend of yours.

Sobs.

Even more confuse.

2009-04-18T05:53:00.000-07:00

Feeling weird.

Its confusing.

Its there but its nt there.

I missed him but i also dont.

Im feeling guilty but at the same time i dont.

Whats this feeling?

Weird.

Very weird.

Delta!!

2009-04-15T01:11:00.000-07:00

I suddenlly flash back to all our songs we created in ns.Funny.But too bad.I forgot some of the lyrics and songs.So to prevent this happening again,i'll write it all out!^^

Company song

Dari timur sampai ke barat,

Berkumandang di udara,

Namamu harum,

Maruahmu tinggi,

Itulah d kompeni.

Padamu daku berjanji,

Rela menabur bakti,

Komitmen usaha kejayaan,

Itulah cogan kami.

Delta Hot to Go

H.O.T.T.O.G.O

Ngaum!!

Pa la la de,

Pa la la de de de de.

(Charlie+ Delta)

Wira Delta,

(clap 3 times)

Wira Delta,

(clap 3 times)

Wira Delta masuk padang.

Kami mahu menang,

Wira Delta masuk padang.

(clap 3 times)

Action coming

action punch(right hand up)

action kick(left leg up)

action pi pi pi,

action coming ho ho ho.

That all i remembered.

Will update if i remember the rest.

Clannad~

2009-04-15T01:04:00.000-07:00

Just finish watching Clannad(After Story) yesterday.

Cried tons of times yesterday.

Fall in love with its ending song which is Dango Daikazoku.

The story is so good that i have to watch it all over again.

hees.

dango,dango,dango,dango,dango

daikazoku.

kyaaa!!

damn cute!!

another boring day~

2009-04-14T03:16:00.000-07:00

Another boring day.

Feeling stupid today.

Maybe i over-think about it.

Should hold back a little.

Dont be too perasan.

Yeah.

Thats what i should do.

Hold it back.

Saw Them.Am Happy.

2009-04-12T06:23:00.000-07:00

Its Sunday today.

Asked Yuet Yee and Sinpui to helped out at the temple.

Some kind of social work.

They helped out a lot.

When they arrive,they front door is full of elders that they have to come in through the back door.

Funny;p

Started the registration at 8am.

Gosh..

Those elders are worse than kids!

My mum have to shout using the microphone.

lol.

After everything is done.

We ate some tasteless fried mee.

That sinpui said the fried mee doenst look 'ceria'

swt.

He's an idiot.

Cant blame him.

Yuet Yee have to go back early because there's some problem with her friend.

Sobs.

Kinda sad when she go back.

But i asked sinpui to come back since he's got nothing to do.

And i havent bite and beat him yet.

Atcually its just that im not satisfied by just beating him.

hehe.

Left a teeth mark as a memory for him.

kaka.

Then we go to a shop like shop to chit-chat a while before he fetch me back then only he go back.

I enjoy seeing his painful looking face when i bite him before i got of the car.

Hehe.

Got back and when straight to bed.

Sis woke me up for dinner.

When to OU because my lil sis need to buy her uniform for KRS.

Wonder why she go for KRS.

Full of malays.

Have fun today.

Hope to see them soon.

Am so Pissed Off!!

2009-04-11T05:14:00.000-07:00

Whats wrong with her??

Im just trying to give her some rest and this is what i get??

Whatever!!

Im so pissed!!

Being an elder sis is so hard sometimes!!

Cant really understands them..

Shyt!!

Whatever lah!!!

No More Penang For me^^

2009-04-11T05:08:00.000-07:00

Im feeling so relieved now.

Dont hav to worry about going penang anymore!!

YAY!

Talk about this with my mummy last night and finally..

She accept the fact that Penang's nightlife is much more shitty than KL's.

HoHo..

Whatever.Penang..So Long!!!

Nilai..Here i come!!!

My current Fav!!yipee!!

2009-04-10T10:26:00.000-07:00

Animation

Trinity Blood

This anime is very nice.The drawings is so detailed.Exciting and funny at the same time.

Clannad

Just started watching this one.So..no comment..But still cute.Esp the ending song!SO SO SO cute!!

Songs
La La Land by Demi Lovato
Poker Face by Lady Gaga
If you see Amy by Britney Spears
America Suiteheart by Fall Out Boys
Reach Out by Hillary Duff
Right Round Flow Rida ft Keisha
Love Story by Taylor Swift
Circus by Britney Spears
Piece of Me by Britney spears
Not Like That by Ashley Tisdale
Zips by T.M Revolution
Resonance by T.M Revolution
Very Very by Afromania
Unknown Orchestra by Uverworld

Jai Ho(you are my destiny) by A.R Rahman ft Pussycat Dolls
Wang Lee Hom’s new song with that long long title.

Movies
Friday the 13th

Bloody Valentines

Ghost House Momories;]

2009-04-10T10:24:00.000-07:00

Hees.
After reading my baby jamie’s blog about her ghost house experience.I suddenlly remember mine.Cant stop laughing just by thinking about it.Its atcually my idea to go for it.There’s only 6 of us going for it.Looi,Sinpui,Me,Yuetyee and Khaichien.Jamie,Loon and her friends are right behind us.Toke a picture on the way goin up in the weird looking cable thing.Then Looi started going followed by ChenYoong,Sinpui,Me,Yuet then last but not least,KhaiChien.Stop in front of a monalisa style poster(which is a man) and listen to him talking about the rules in the ghost house.Then i got scared and ended up grasping Sinpui’s arm.Then we started to walk inside.Looi leadingfollowed by ChenYoong,SinPui,Me,YuetYee and KhaiChien.He’s the one got scared and makes everyone of us scream.He’s making the whole scene so tense,freaky and thrill looking.Luckily he’s the one leading.Or the trip will be boring.Then i think its ChenYoong who suggest us hold hands so that we wont get saparated.Then,we go on and scream at every single think that moves,anything that have any kind of sound and just anything.Looi got scared when a hidden window suddenly pop out .Looi started to look out at any hidden window.When he found one halfway,just to check,he got nearer to it.Then here comes the funny scene.The window suddenly opens up when Looi is just a few inches away and all of us started to scream like hell.Looi is so freaked out that he fell n the floor.Boy,that was one unforgetable scene.Then he got even more nervous and careful.He ask us to squad down when we got across the weird thing hanging on the wall.Then ask us to glu ourself at the wall when he saw any suspicious window like thing.Gosh.It was so exciting.We all got scared when the hallway seems endless and more creepy voice and sound is cuming out.We ran and me,sinpui,yy remind them not to run.Then we got back in a line and walk in a faster pace.At last,when we saw the door with a “Exit” thing on it.We ran out and so that the end.Its so memorable to me that i’ve decided to write it out in case i forgot about it.Cant deny that im atcually a kinda blur person.But just in case.^^

Home alone:[

2009-04-10T10:22:00.000-07:00

Stuck at home repeating the same routine.
Sucks Like hell!
But.
Being home alone.Doing nothing other than 0nlining,sleeping,watching tv or anime and manga makes my brain feel stuffy and full.
Am thinking loadsa stuff lately.
Relationship problems.
My mum..
College.
and others.
Sleeping late every night.Unable to chase away the problem im having from flashing in my brain.Bad dreams.Stuck.Feel so Fucked up!Cant make my own decision.Im not gonna change my mind anyway.Thinking back when my parents and bf said i’ve changed ever since i come back from ns makes me feel angry!I am me!Just because im not taking all your advise and not being the way you want me to be or nt accepting your choice doesnt mean i’ve change!Gosh!I know you meant well.But its my future!Let me choose!But..I just wanna you to know,i still love you.[i mean my mum].Very much.No mather where im gonna go to further my education.I’ll still be your baby.Im still me.I’ll take care of myself and study to get highest grades possible.Sorry and love you.Mummy.

Dear Mummy.

2009-04-10T10:21:00.001-07:00

Dear Mummy.
Im sorry to say no mather what you say and what you do.
Im still going to do it my own way.
Forgive me for being so rebellious.
But,im 18yrs old already.
I’ve got my own ideas and thoughts.
Locking me inside the house is no use.
If you still don’t support me and keep asking me doing it your way..
I’ll have to do it my own way then.
Sorry mummy.

Over my Dead Body!!

2009-04-10T10:19:00.000-07:00

WTF!!!
First you said no problem.
Then you say think think first.
What you want!!??
You are making me so blur!
I’ve alredy prepared myself going there.
Then you came in and say why don’t u apply for this and that??
What the hell!!!
You are making me so fucking blur and..Angry!!!
I don’t care!!!
No mather what!
Im still going there!
Want me go penang??
Over my dead body!!!

Sin Pui!!!

2009-04-10T10:17:00.000-07:00

Sin Pui!
Forgive me for writting this out.
But thinking it back..
Its really funny!
Thinking Back the moment you jump,knock your head,fell down and cut yourself makes me laugh till my lungs comes out!
Hehe.sorry yea.
Cant help myself^^.

Back to this site.again

2009-04-05T22:36:00.000-07:00

Im Back !!!

Sry blog.Im back again.But,am a bit moody now.Dont really feel like writting or thinking.

But why am i moody anyway??

Weird me.

Whatever..

But managing two blogs is kinda hard..

Have to write for two times..

lol.

feel like a two timer..

Or,am i a two timer??

Gosh!

Feeling so weird and dumb right now!

I guess p.l.k.n is not that bad after all...:]

2009-01-31T03:42:00.000-08:00

Its been a month since i step my foot on the tar road of Kem Sri Impian,Sg Bakap.God!T I have to saw i hated it at first.So much that i feel like running away from that filty place!So much that i can cry every single night!So much that i feel like killing everyone in it!But now.......im feeling much more relax.Im atcually enjoying it.Got a new best friend named Jamie Yeap Tsuey Shan!She's a lovely girl with a great sense of humour and a very shy personality when i first meet her.But thanks to my personal intensive traning,she manage to put aside her shyness.A couple of dorky friends,perverted friends,crazy,loud,cute,pretty,you name it,there are all kinds of ppl here.Became an oku[orang kurang upaya due to my stupid illness],learn about myself and loads more.I like the teachers there.But not all.Hated it when they din keep their promises!Promises are meant to be kept!Not break it!God!Those ppl are just so stupid and idiotic!Teaching us about perjanjian but they themselves din do it!Let me teach you guys la.Idiot!All the wira and wirawati almost want to scold them loudly jor!Started mogok-ing that night.haha.Kinda funny atcually.Damn angry that night!But still,im cherishing every moment of it.Then i got my valentine present earlier..bought a present for him that cost me almost rm150!I hope he loves it.Spend loads of time looking around trying to find that present.hehe.Im looking forward to this month ge activities.We;ll see then.Till then.Tata.Sayonara.

im doomed!

2008-11-25T04:42:00.000-08:00

Biology!Physics!Chemistry!Its all so hard!Why are all the question so unexpected?I dont even know what the ques is trying to say!I might even fail!Oh My Buddha!I have to be a nusre!I cant dissappoint my parents anymore!But i hav put all the effort i could to study and get good grades!But now,im afraid that i might not get a C6!Shyt!If i reali fail any subjects,i might even commit suicide.I cant bear to see to see my parents sad!I dont know how to face them.Buddha!Please bless me.I cant only hope for miracle to happen now.If it doenst happen,i'll give up my life or make up by doing something else.I'll do whatever my parents says.I really really really cant bear to see the sad faces on my parents face.I have already done so many things which is enough for them have a heart attack.Phone bills,lost a brand new handphone twice in 3 years,specs.my ugly past,my sometimes very mean attitude and so much more.I hurt my parents and family so many times.I admit im not the kind of person who will say out my feelings and express out.Even if im unhappy,i wont show it.I wanna be the happy-go-lucky type of girl in front of my family and friends.Even if i have to hide away my feelings,i would rather to play happily with them then to cry in front of them and watch their face turn into a sad face instead of a haapy face.I dont wanna see a sad face.I wanna help people and bring joy to them.Not bring sadness to them.Buddha,please help me make my dreams come true.Give me a MIRACLE!Please!

I have my Right!

2008-11-22T23:44:00.000-08:00

Life is not just about love!Its not just about having a girlfriend or a boyfriend!You dont need another person to make sure your life is perfect!
You dont need another burden to feed!You can live by yourself!Why want another problem to handle when you already have so many problem in your life!Its killing yourself!And its killing me!Just because of you want it doesnt makes me have to accept it!I dont wanna hurt anyone but i have the right to choose my own path!Its useless,wasting time,wasting a lot of things!Find what you wanna do!Stop day-dreaming!Its irritating!Its disgusting!Its annoying!Just stop all the rubbish!

There is no such word as 'limit' in my dictionary!

2008-10-24T02:13:00.000-07:00

Its near spm,and im freaking out!my parents just ask me to study,study and study.I have to leave behind loads of stuff.But,its for my future.I'll just have to endure it.Just a little more.
I'll have to push a little more.I'll open up my limit.Now,there is no limit in my life.Go on!Go futher!Reach out!Do more!Push more!I'll just Have to be a nerd.A real rea; nerd for one and a half month!I can do it.I know i can!Gambateh Wooi Joo Leang!I'll be a nurse!Thats for sure!Im coming!